My Punisher - Scarlet Blade

 Years has gone by,
Living in a hell of wars,
For what left is to deny,
The only thing that I longed for;
You, arkana, my lovely rose of sincere,
Punish me for what’s left in this world,
Be it harsh, brutal or worse,
Even Narak couldn’t make me twirl;
Turned me upside down,
Give me everything that’s true,
For I am no one,
Except the one that would love you;
Eternity we shall be,
With our guns we’ll sore through anything,
Kill them my dearest bee,
Sting them hard, we’ll be King and Queen.

P/s - Something I made for a Valentine event in Scarlet Blade forum. Not that it matters, I just want to try something... off the usual me awhile. Entering events is quite fun really. If it's in digital. Well, not so different in reality as well. (Don't judge me!) XD

To Lena – My Adventure Guide

I swayed and lost within doubts,

Whether I should tell you,

The feelings kept within my thoughts;

Tell me that it is true,

Tell me we share the same feelings,

For I have fallen fond of you;

You gave me your blessings,

Each time I went to war,

With a victory, as well you did promise;

Fortunate that this could be,

For you are my savior,

To a warrior that kills endlessly;

How I wish that we could go elsewhere,

Together caring, only the two of us,

But life is too cruel for us to bear;

Your life, your blessings,

Will keep me going till it is done,

To see you again, is all that I wish;

So, Lena my sweetheart,

Would you stay here with me today,

And be my Valentine love?

P/s - This was supposed to be my entry to an MMO event at Aeria Games but hell, I was too late. Well, no worries, got other events coming up. Yes, I can't say I live my life to the fullest, but the digital world are not that harsh like the reality are, except I live in one. =.=

Empty – Guilty Crown PV

I am afraid, afraid of losing you,

so I tried, with my hands to protect you,

but the void between us is endless,

as my hands couldn’t reach your faith;

Alas my heart turns hollow, upon seeing you’ve gone,

taken while your tears shed, this blank paper of mine,

I dreamt and kept hearing your voice of songs,

as I’m searching with this devoid curse upon time;

All was gone but here left this single memento,

a memory when our hearts joined before the oblivion,

whilst I keep going, as these vacuous feelings grow,

for the truth of your heart, which lies barren;

Done to be regret, there you were staged before me,

by a persona, that bears infinite greed upon us,

lust were sprouted, devastated with denial and lies,

for we are none, believing that this would last;

As our dream burned down falling to the abyss,

we hold each other promising, letting our tears fall,

yet, here I am waiting, as empty as can be,

for you, my long love of my life.

Freed…

Words...

On V-Day (Single Awareness Day)

S.A.D.

as today I am alone again,

on the day that be spelled as V,

a virtue which is not that I aim.

I’ve searched and waited for you,

an angel for me to fall with,

but here I am looking up to the moon,

talking to it with my feelings beneath.

It was always like this,

torn between the shreds of tears,

and gain nothing as my heart sheaves,

for love which we knew it shears.

And as empty as hollow it should be,

where my love is like a child,

waiting to be held and breath,

by the thread that help me fly.

So here I am waiting,

as aware as a single can be,

watching them smiles in between,

holding this heart for which I see;

my angel to be.

Freed

Dead Love

I thought that love was pure,

Birth from the voices of angels,

Oh so they said,

But then when it shattered,

It collapsed, broken,

And so tears formed.

A tragic but true,

And chaos spread,

As heart turned black,

And tears drown with hate.

So what is love,

When one form it into another,

And what is faith,

When love need it the most.

Answer bear on thoughts,

Just to clear the doubts that taunts,

But the truth always hurts,

As the heart cannot stand,

What words would shreds,

As it left you for dead.

Freed

Blue Rose, Blue Eyes

The moon shimmers within,

Darkness glooms between,

Guess I’ll loom in the garden,

To hide this heart that is blacken;

I creep and I peek,

Every end of every deed,

To find the glow of the dead,

Dimmed by bunch of rosette,

Red, white, yellow,

A truth that is shallow,

As my heart only holds,

This beautiful blue rose;

I pulled aside the dark vines,

Where most of it thorns twined,

Cutting through my skin,

Bits by bits as it dimmed;

Lost for an eternity,

As my blood flows freely,

Throughout the field of sorrows,

For your lovely blue roses;

I fell between sadness - alone,

Suffering as my heart torn,

Lying there waiting,

For Death begging;

Then you kneeled beside me,

Holding me as if I’m yours,

Tears run down your cheek,

Begging for Death to leave me;

Vines of thorns surround you,

But you didn’t even flinched once,

Clinch on to me like it was true,

Saying words of faith and just;

Without a doubt,

That those blue eyes flickered,

Where flames of impossible rot,

Freeing beliefs of what I’ve heard;

With my last breath,

I’d embrace you for these roses,

Succumbed by your eyes,

Wishing that this was real;

Our lips touch, our hands clutch,

Reminiscing the memories,

Of an unobtainable angel,

Where my heart lies deeply;

Feeling sympathy of pain,

As you took my breath away,

Over the pool of tears and blood,

Where these blue roses stood-

Within your blue eyes.

Eternal’s Bond

Feel of warmth, comfort and trust,

I look into thy eyes,

Without doubts and sorrows,

Fulfilling thy wish of eternal vows;

As for the sadness within thy calm,

I clutch thee within my arms,

To subdued the suffering of gods,

So that thy soul would not rot;

I would grit my teeth to endure,

I clings my hands with chains of virtue,

I stand shaken by these wounds,

For the sake of an angel of my dawn;

Thee; should not be worrying,

For a demon which of such suffering,

Reluctantly take all which he’d gain,

As I would give my body to take away thy pain;

This moment may not last for eternity-

But wherever my body may be,

Thy soul will search for this body,

Even within another life of memory,

For thee is everything to this lifeless body.

Secondhand Serenade - Your Call

Well, I wished we could have last longer..

But hopes doesn't play the part..

But you were just too late to hear me..

“Gems within You”

The gems of the world,

Is somewhat beautiful,

In every men’s eyes.

The glow between the crest,

And the gloom it gives after dark,

Is the only thing gems can ever be.

But words can only describe;

The hot flame of a ruby,

The vast ocean of a sapphire,

The lightning thunder of a topaz,

The holy light of a diamond,

And the grim darkness of an amethyst.

But what men couldn’t see,

Is that you,

Were the gems of the world.

The glow that you bear,

Is different from others,

As you are more fragile,

Yet the beautiful lies within;

The flame, the ocean, the thunder, the light and the darkness,

You hold them all like its nothing.

You prove to be quite stunning,

As the other gems didn’t prove oneself as a whole,

But yet you let it free,

And that’s where my heart lies.

As you are my gems;

You are my fire,

You are my ocean,

You are my thunder,

You are my light,

And you are my darkness,

For where it begins and where it ends,

You will always be my beloved.

                                                              

                                                      Angel of Death.

Remedy

I bled

As you shattered the chain,

I could not but to wonder

why this hatred was spawned,

For years we have created

memories of us together,

But you let it go

like it was nothing.

Is it me to blame,

Or is it you,

who just wanted to get away.

These tears won’t stop,

As you are the only one,

The one whom hold the remedy,

To my despair and regrets.

Sorry....

Damn those words,

the tears of your soul

bleeds my heart,

who plead for forgiveness

of an endless sorrow;

I can’t let it shut,

no more can I stand,

this sorry of a heart

couldn’t take your pain,

away from those wound

that I made;

I’ve regretted myself,

for I have scratched

your lovely soul,

but this is not enough,

this word is but a play,

nor a riddle that pray,

as these words are wasted;

I would give you all

if I could,

but that won’t change

everything that I’ve done.

Lost Love

Since we parted,

Never again we meet,

Never again we speak,

Never again we bleed.

But there is still a cut,

Deep inside my heart,

I can’t let it shut,

Because of your damn blood,

We promise to be one,

But I realize that there’s none,

It is just a twisted lie,

There is no need to be shy,

Because there no more us

In this story of a romantic love,

Disappear into the illusion of lust,

Proves that our love is lost.