The Paper of Sooth

On the day of a certain era,

I came forth between the shadows, reaching out my hand to the sun as I clutched the dust within my palms… releasing the days of torments that I shook myself… I looked back to the abyss, should I be regretting my past like my brother did? Would it change me if I follow this path that I crossed upon its soil… whether or not I should, it would just be a waste for me… 

I walked for days without the feeling of hunger, searching for what ahead while the sun ignites the land with flames… burning each cells within my body, preaching the daylight of hell as it engulfs my vision… as my will to protect this necklace, where my dreams lies… a Dreamcatcher within its kin… I shoved the sands from my eyes… waiting for the darkness to bind me… as I endure this scorched soil…

As the sun falls for the might of the darkness, the moon rises with the fear within its glimmering red glitters… and I walked pass the Tree of Life, where bodies dreaded across the continent to be enslaved… I wound up beneath it trying to be of service, as they would be like a lifeless living dead… but my heart keeps beating, to lead my soul elsewhere to define the meaning of this plain offset of time… I left my trenched coat there, so that those lifeless being may once know of coldness under the storming darkness that the Tree of Life provides…

I countered several of the Wasted Vultures the next morning, preying on the corpses… looking at me with those sorrowed eyes as I walked between them… singing their sad song over the dead like a soulless beast praying for the food… a monstrous agenda, as the word evil was nothing less different… a predator that prey on the dead… an opportunist, that strikes without us knowing… such abominations and I stood there hiding behind their shadows. Lunatics….

Preaching between truth and lies, grueling for doubts and faiths… the wraiths inside those tombs are just intimidating, wailing and crying searching for something that they’ve lost. I keep my distance shadowing myself with their darkness of doubts and lies. Such imbeciles, trying to gain that weren’t theirs. Either lost, or found, the reason is theirs to blame and nothing more…. 

After a fortnight, two kind folks town reach me to give me food and shelter while I politely turn them down… not of being rude but because I know who and what are they… as I heard many stories of this seducer, the ghouls of sympathy… such weaklings but dare to scrape another weakness… as I hurried along, away from those sympathizers.. then there’s an innocent, gotten hooked by those impudence ghouls.. scream heard from the shed.. what horror… I ran...

The next day, I reached my destination… the soulless pit, where I bound to end my life…. Hah… such intense courtesy to come all this way to end my life… instead of giving my life to those demons and abominations before… not so keen on living after what I’ve been through… hope of giving up.. nothing to gain except pain… we, these angels… angels of dawn they said… but what prove is there.. as I’m only a mere human with regrets…

Freed

My Dark Angel

You came that night,

releasing me from my cage,

although you’ve given all your rights,

to the demon lies within rage,

You took it all away from me,

my sorrows and darkness,

so that I could live to see,

this world without pain and sadness;

I kept remembering you,

even though our love isn’t true,

but you said that you would care,

for me whose just a mortal,

Dark chains won’t release the ties,

even when you’re far away,

you tried to be nearer as it lies,

so that you could comfort this fray;

But it was too good to be real,

as the blood bounds to run out soon,

for I had to let you be freed,

with my own hands of severed thorn,

So live my beloved sorrows,

run as you hold my darkness,

for as long as you lived,

you will always be my Dark Angel.

Pray for Silence

Every day I wished you upon,

this sorrows of silence,

to break this hatred you’ve shown,

yelling as if your world ends;

I kept living to stand,

for the sake to succumbed,

you’re treachery as hell as it is,

so that I could pray with ease;

My faith lose into oblivion,

as underneath it was just a vision,

of your sins without mercy,

taking those which you see;

Bring your grudges to me,

so I could cleansed you within,

with this weak soul,

which prays for silence;

No sound, no beat,

not a single beast within reach,

clear this wound of hatred,

to show this mind sheltered;

I’ve shown you those who fail,

returning without soul was thus,

norm within our prays,

so that their minds obeys;

Let us pray for our sins,

let us breed with this sorrow,

so that in the end,

we only pray for silence.

Angels of Dawn

I felt desperate,

holding this sword of fate,

to take your breath away,

beneath your body that sway,

hate me as if you were there,

break me as the chains bear,

as your soul on a judgment tear,

of a sentinel that all which feared;

As for dawn rises,

legions will be free from the dice,

to made a pack with their kin,

as black as fringes that brings,

so give me your soul,

as I’m only a creature that foul,

for resurrecting ghouls underneath,

the City of the Dead that shift;

This bloodshed was just a mere sacrifice,

so that the blood spilled would suffice,

to keep us alive for this era,

where we live was just as far,

as we held this black wings,

a sign for our misery sins,

holding this sword that we spawn,

for we are only Angels of the Dawn.

Blue Rose, Blue Eyes

The moon shimmers within,

Darkness glooms between,

Guess I’ll loom in the garden,

To hide this heart that is blacken;

I creep and I peek,

Every end of every deed,

To find the glow of the dead,

Dimmed by bunch of rosette,

Red, white, yellow,

A truth that is shallow,

As my heart only holds,

This beautiful blue rose;

I pulled aside the dark vines,

Where most of it thorns twined,

Cutting through my skin,

Bits by bits as it dimmed;

Lost for an eternity,

As my blood flows freely,

Throughout the field of sorrows,

For your lovely blue roses;

I fell between sadness - alone,

Suffering as my heart torn,

Lying there waiting,

For Death begging;

Then you kneeled beside me,

Holding me as if I’m yours,

Tears run down your cheek,

Begging for Death to leave me;

Vines of thorns surround you,

But you didn’t even flinched once,

Clinch on to me like it was true,

Saying words of faith and just;

Without a doubt,

That those blue eyes flickered,

Where flames of impossible rot,

Freeing beliefs of what I’ve heard;

With my last breath,

I’d embrace you for these roses,

Succumbed by your eyes,

Wishing that this was real;

Our lips touch, our hands clutch,

Reminiscing the memories,

Of an unobtainable angel,

Where my heart lies deeply;

Feeling sympathy of pain,

As you took my breath away,

Over the pool of tears and blood,

Where these blue roses stood-

Within your blue eyes.

Eternal’s Bond

Feel of warmth, comfort and trust,

I look into thy eyes,

Without doubts and sorrows,

Fulfilling thy wish of eternal vows;

As for the sadness within thy calm,

I clutch thee within my arms,

To subdued the suffering of gods,

So that thy soul would not rot;

I would grit my teeth to endure,

I clings my hands with chains of virtue,

I stand shaken by these wounds,

For the sake of an angel of my dawn;

Thee; should not be worrying,

For a demon which of such suffering,

Reluctantly take all which he’d gain,

As I would give my body to take away thy pain;

This moment may not last for eternity-

But wherever my body may be,

Thy soul will search for this body,

Even within another life of memory,

For thee is everything to this lifeless body.

Gone

much days had gone, without you within my grasp,
while this heart torn, left to be eaten by Drakes,
you are my only, while others are my enemies,
as you hold the remedy, for my wicked grieves.

the memories of just, was only temporary for you,
but for me it was thus, the best for what i had through,
the lust was just a curse, and the darkness clings,
and i will keep it, as your shadows still haunt me.

an angel, warps between succubus of lies,
a lifeless girl, gone for the sake of lust,
the way you fled, killed me within my steps,
for i bled, across the yard of hatreds.

i will take note of this fond memories,
so that i will not loss you within this whirlpool of souls,
because Death promise me that i could see,
your soul as your own death bounds to be soon.