On V-Day (Single Awareness Day)

S.A.D.

as today I am alone again,

on the day that be spelled as V,

a virtue which is not that I aim.

I’ve searched and waited for you,

an angel for me to fall with,

but here I am looking up to the moon,

talking to it with my feelings beneath.

It was always like this,

torn between the shreds of tears,

and gain nothing as my heart sheaves,

for love which we knew it shears.

And as empty as hollow it should be,

where my love is like a child,

waiting to be held and breath,

by the thread that help me fly.

So here I am waiting,

as aware as a single can be,

watching them smiles in between,

holding this heart for which I see;

my angel to be.

Freed

A Black Rose

I walked pass a thousand flesh,

Lifeless body on a terrain of death,

But there it stood, a flower that crude,

Upon a shattered man that bears no truth.

A flower so dark, shines befall the moon,

Silvery black petals and so it blooms,

A distant echoes running through the veins,

 So shallow that the flower sang.

A melody that seems so grim,

Dragging me towards it as if I was limbed,

My heart trembles as the sound goes near,

For as long as the blood drips, all it sheaves is fear.

Then I returned as such abomination was sent,

Back to my home where my lies were tend,

There you were sitting, reminiscing the past,

For that person you hid, with your lust.

So we touched, as we are but one,

But you left me, for all the damned that was done,

So, I plucked this dark flower from the dead,

With it cries, hoped that this would be ended.

But it’s fortunate to say I’m sorry,

Because I only could give you is this my love,

A black rose for your black heart,

In debt by Death, as misery is always what you are.

Freed

A Reason

Our Curse

Creatures of the Night

Blackness,

covered the eyes,

darkness,

filled the skies,

critters crawling underneath,

shadows splits,

windy mist sang their song,

the dead awaken,

stand on their stones,

the soil shaken,

intimidated by the souls,

hunters lurking,

sang their lovely sorrows,

breeds howling,

kneeled with their shattered jaw,

by the wings of lust,

shall the blood burns as a victim,

with twisted eyes,

all shall be turn to bits.

Preys hiding,

scared by the everlasting curse,

all praying,

to see the light once again,

waiting,

till the darkness gone,

but all is wrong,

thought of having the chance,

but the song dragged them,

rivers of blood,

dare to be sucked,

all gone.

Darkness sang for the triumph,

break of laughter,

as it gets colder,

let there be no mercy,

for whom they be,

because none shall fight,

the creatures of the night.

Freed

The Sea of Black Tears

Some said it’s hollow,

But all I see is darkness,

From the lines to the shore,

Nothing but numbness.

The tears of Death they said,

Keeping the souls of the dead,

But temptation crosses,

As so my faith forever lost.

All does rhymes,

But the truth always intertwined,

They’re the same,

For left was just being shamed.

You asked for changes,

But you’d change restlessly,

And so I stayed careless,

Because your tears meant nothing.

Why my dear,

As so you cried thousand dark tears,

Which they believe a curse,

But all I see is thirst.

Until now, here it becomes,

Both stranded on an island,

Holding together in arms,

 Upon the sea of your black tears.

Freed

Desire

Why am I still here?

Why do the wicked still near?

Should I not gain my will?

And what does to want desire feel?

A simple word of pain,

But where is it stands a friend,

For as long as I breathe,

How much should trouble be sheath?

As a lover it said,

Till Death do us bedded,

But one stays forgotten,

And one stays fortunate, as rotten;

Likewise desires were damned cold,

Should I believe for it was to be told,

My heart won’t freeze to frost,

As I desired you the most.

Freed