Someone else?

You know, I’ve been thinking lately, what it’s like to be someone else. I mean, in this world, you could become anyone, and I mean anyone!!! You do believe that don’t you? You could be a musician, artist, sportsman, cats, dogs, Chinese, Englishman, a tree, a rock star, a porn star, or whatever star it leaves, successful pioneers and blah blah blah… That is the side view of lists of jobs in this world (or something)… What about from an attitude perspective? You could be a moron, a selfish guy, a dumbass, a dick, a pussy, acting-rich guy wannabe (well, in a matter of speaking) and so on (the good ones, I put the ugly ones because I’m a bad boy)… not entirely though because I’m a wannabe, or am I?

Changes?

I could not but wonder, what is the mean to face changes? What are changes anyway? Well, change something into something right? Common. And I’d say, I’m stupid. Can I change that? Who knows? It’s up to the people around me right? Or is it ourselves (I mean myself)?

I was a timid kid when the last time my old friends saw me. Like 10 years ago. And now, I get to shut their fucking mouth for I’m being more successful than them (means, have more experience?). Or am I? Well, no because I still have a long way to go and so are they. Events change me to be the ‘me’ right now. People, places, society, the environment, the food, the cultures… they changed me. And the people around me face changes as well (like you!).

Lying and to be Lied at…

The title said it all… one is bad and one is shit… They’re both are from the same word. Lie. Which in my field of knowledge, it’s the one that keep feeding someone or something to bullshits. To shorten it up, it’s bullshit.

So why do we lie and what would we gain from these things called lying? Well, we all know what it’s for, but shits won’t do until we realize what really this lies is.

Tests and Exams...

We all had our tests and exams both in school, college, universities and of course in each our life. Tests are the kind of things that help us prepare for the exams, which in my dictionary, kind of like hell. And the thorns will help us face against this hell, which is not a good example.

The Day I Crashed....

I thought i want to share with you guys a little earlier, but my mind was like shit and still in phobia. And so here where it began.

It was 4th June... 

A wonderful morning and i thought i wanted to go somewhere nice for a change. So i grab my riding gear and went out. At first it was a fine cruise and so i pick up a notch until i stopped at a traffic light junction. In front of me there's a curve and after that a straight where a junction was placed in the middle. And so there i thought, if there's a car on that junction i might get my ass whooped by it. That's what I thought. 

And so its green, and i pulled the throttle hard(its 250cc so its okay). I'm bending following the curve and i exit with a slight relieve. Then guess what, there's a car on that junction. So i slowed down waiting for the driver to made her first move(yes it was a women). But she didn't. And so i rev up the throttle to pass the car at the junction and when i get there, you know what, she pushed the gas. So what a fella to do, then drop 2 gears in an instance, kick the rear breaks and pull the front hard... But, it was too short, so i release the throttle, suddenly. And that was a bad thing to do.. Because it bleeds hi-side. And i mean freaking high.. i let go of the bike(pushed myself towards the sky) and i flew over the car, across the road. I was shocked really that i flew over the car. When i was up there, i saw my bike double flipped behind the car and land not for away from me(i seriously thought that my bike would hit the women). haha.. seriously though. I land and spinning(the way i was taught if i crashed) and then fucked myself.. ugh... My baby ninja was dragged beside me till it hit the road divider and stop about 10 metres away from me. 

I landed on my back and tried to stand, but i can't feel my right leg. I searched for the car, but the car drove off and left me there, and i said (fuck Malaysian drivers!!).. yup, that's the first word came after i crashed. I hopped with one leg to my baby till some dudes help me. My left knee were wounded and burned, and my right knee was severely injured as well(this is because of the old wounds, and i can't feel my right leg.) And yes, i didn't wear any protective gears under my waist. My body was okay, no scratch whatsoever thanks to my jacket, gloves and my helmet. 

Here some pics of my bike after the accident:

The fairing was cracked and the tank was also dented like severely.

The handlebar was slightly turned and the clutch lever was pulled down.

As you can see, my foot peg is gone. The rear fairing made some fire on the road.

Everything on the left side was slightly totalled.

I was surprised that my bike didn't get any worse than i am but still the tank look kind of severe. haha.. severe.. But i got out okay.. The people that helped me said that i could've been dead if i didn't let go of the bike. Who wouldn't be dead, 140 km/h and a direct hit.. Damn.. Maybe it wasn't fast enough to kill me though but the car would. 

Now i cried myself because i can't ride my baby anymore.. haha.. its irritating to look at other people riding their bikes while i'm waiting the insurance company to crack up the deal. huh.. simple right? maybe i should just relax and workout more. and cursing.

  

Twisted Lines

I grew tired from this pain, as none that I achieved is gained. 

Such minds are corrupted, by the devil they did sprouted. 

As so many lives had passed, what would you gain from this blasphemy of lust? 

Such curse was to be real, for there are no angels that will heal.

A riddle for the twisted, oh so I heard.

But is there a true message behind all these eerie lines,

Should you believe or not, is what will you find. 

A Chaos within Voices

I’d say, what’s with all this madness? Can’t the Oak’s society tell that this is for the Maple’s future? Let there be left apart from these dirty riot to rot other than the holy council. But why would there be bloodshed for every voice that we gave? What would you gain from this child’s play strategy? Such approach will only put this nation into chaos. The Oak’s dirty hands won’t clean themselves, and so we clean those filthy tyrants with our own. But instead propaganda overwhelms the Maple’s society. Wouldn’t that be the truth that we share among ourselves with? While knifes flew high and blood drew to dry. Is this the hell were about to face by the Maples’. Doesn’t the Oak believe it as well, as we are the roots for your achievements? But the Oaks and their ghouls wouldn't give a damn as this lying truth is nothing but a hindrance to their society.

So we joined our hands and repent our sins with no enraged spirits would fight the Oaks from their rights of society. But their selfishness was what drove us far till this day. We are but slaves and nothing more. As tyranny are what would your kids been dreaming of. But no matter, as we Maples’ will burn ourselves until the last bits of flesh are crushed with the mighty flame of bravery. Until then, we will see, what hope will you gain from this havoc of chaos that runs this nation.

From the Charted Vow of Chaos City.